Oh O Oh

So here we are at day 3....A song that makes me happy.
May I just remind you that I didn't promise to do my 30 day challenge in 30 consecutive days...

So here it is...a song that makes me happy.
Today it's taken a lot more to make me happy however, Ke$ha never fails with Crazy Beautiful Life. I've been kind of an emotional wreck lately liike a roller coaster that's on a new track and I can't even guess the next turn or spin or flip so when I left work yesterday I sat in my car and cried...no more than 5 minutes later I was happily in the Dairy Queen drive thru singing with Ke$ha smiling ear to ear. The girl in the window was like wow you're in a great mood! If only she knew how nuts I am. Oh well.

Things are getting heavier,
Danielle

April 12th

Do you ever feel like you're just watching a movie about your life? I do, sometimes. It's strange, but I feel like I'm following a story in which Kassy is just another character. It's hard, sometimes, to feel connected with the decisions that I make, the things that I say and do. I feel like I'm not even real except in my mind. It's odd, I know, but it feels weird to think that other people have my name programmed into their phones, or that they see my Facebook page. It's strange to think that people see me in class and on walkways and in parking lots. My name is on a roster for Dr. Ritter's classes, and Dr. Bond's, and Dr. Olesen's. My name, phone number, and birthday are on an employee list for the bookstore. I saw my birthday written down on Cindy's calendar last time I went to the bookstore on an errand. People think of text messages to send me, find my name in their phone and send them. Sometimes they call. I don't know why this feels so strange. It's everyone, right? I'm pretty low-profile compared to a lot of other people I know. So why does it feel so strange to feel visible?
~Kassius~

Day 02 and Donuts....

There are two boxes of donuts on our kitchen counter...one chocolate, one plain. It's killing me. I can't eat them, but I definitely want one. I've been contemplating it for a few hours now... I will say however that I'm too lazy to get off the couch to get one. I'm feeling a little depressed. I feel like nature is taunting me. It's nice outside and sunny and warm and it looks so pleasant and carefree... I sit on the couch and feel a little bit like an eskimo. I just want to wrap up in my blankets and sleep for the next three years. I'm a little bit pathetic and I'm very aware of it.

So here's Day 02 as I promised: Your least favorite song.
I can't stand the song Cest La Vie by Bewitched....it was like super hott when I was like 12? Idk. It's followed me around for the past 8 years. It randomly pops in my head and drives me nuts!

Gotta let me in, hey hey hey
Let the fun begin, hey
I'm the wolf today, hey hey hey
I'll huff, I'll puff
I'll huff, I'll puff, I'll blow you away

Say you will, say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't (say you will)
Say you're true, say to me
C'est la vie

Say you will, say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't (say you will, hey)
Say you're true, say to me (get a life)
C'est la vie

Really? Is it necessary to say the same things so many times? Ugh.
That's all.

Everybody's Doing It....

So I'm gonna do it....
The 30 Day Song Challenge has finally caught my attention. So I'm gonna do it, and blog about it here, starting today because I discovered in highschool that my middle name isn't actually Michelle, it's Procrastination.


So I'll start here with Day 01....your favorite song.

My favorite song varies usually from day to day, but today we'll say "What The Hell" by Avril Lavigne.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQmEd_UeeIk

So here's the deal: this song is honestly a freeing song. It's like...lol not actually true for my life, it's a little bit backwards but the momentary feeling when you're driving in the car with the windows down singing with every ounce of your body is amazing. It's kind of crazy but it's true. This song? Is my current high.

On a side note? I miss my roommate...so much, that this song can't even bring me to sing today.

Bumbling?

I just got back from visiting my bestfriend... I had an amazing time but now that I'm home, alone in the kitchen, I just want to take everything back a step. I wanna be back in the little room at the end of the hall. I wanna be curled up on the old couch. I wanna watch the same movie 4 times in a row. I want to listen to the endless giggles. I want to have my other half in the same room. I had a great trip, and I'm so happy to be home, but as crazy as it sounds, I'm so happy both ways that I feel like my heart's ripped in half.
FML.