Thursday, March 4, 2010

Tomorrow Instead of Today

I think the word Today is the most powerful word I've heard in a long time.

Today.... a single word sliced through my heart.

It opened a wound... a Pandora's box of emotions I've kept masked and locked up for so long I didn't think I'd have to deal with them for a long time.



It's such a common word. Why does it mean so much?

It's difficult to explain, but one person's simple response of "Today" made me question who I am...

That's a question I hate... It brings up all those other questions like "What do you really think of me?" and "Do you think I'm a bad person?".



Today brought conviction and guilt from a source I would never imagine it from.

Today brought up so many insecurities... Am I who I think I am? Am I who I thought you think I am? Am I a horrible person?



Maybe Today I am....
Maybe Tomorrow would have been better?

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