So here's the deal:
I survived Thanksgiving, but Christmas is next...
I know I sound like a grinch, but I can I say here in the safety of my blog, that I don't like....accepting Christmas. I love to give Christmas. I wish I could sit invisible on the couch at Christmas....watch everyone's faces light up without having to take a turn. I just...I feel the most out of place at holidays. When I was growing up. Holidays weren't...shared? With friends or like extended family....just my siblings and I. It's hard for me know to like change mindsets to accept that not everyone's like that. It's just difficult. I love the lights...I love giving presents...wrapping them...I love the magic of the Christmas tree...but I just feel like none of it should be for me. That's all.
Wish me luck. T-Minus 20 days.
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